Sofie Hell no she go

Need Advice

Well I hope that everyone had a very blessed and wonderful Thanksgiving. I seem to have the curse of making very bad decisions when it comes to picking a partner. She got us kick out of our recent apt right on Halloween so that ruined that and then I didnt have a Thanksgiving either because she was bitching and arguing all day so that was ruined also. And there is so much more she has done to me physical and emotional abuse and still continues to do it. Her family doesn't invite her anywhere because of her attitude and her drinking plus she talks to anyone and kind of way, she so spoiled everyone including me always let her get her way. I love her so much I do but I don't know what else to do to help her. I know that shes a good, big hearted person. I also know that she knows she hurts me but yet she continues to do it and she so bi-polar let me tell you but she still don't get help. Its like I have to do everything for her because. You know what I don't even know why. I guess that's how stupid I am. Every time I try to get my space from her she always seem to draw me back in. I thinks she enjoys it because she know that I am going to give in please help me and trying to figure out what to do I really need advice thanks.

texas life

So I haven't written on my blog in awhile. So let me give you guys the update. Well as u guys know a lot have been going on. But hey that's life for ya. So recently in April I said "Man I need a vacation" and I wasn't playing this time everyone needs a little vacation. So I was looking online and low and behold found a spot and it was a Island without needing a passport. So I came to South Padre Island, Tx. Little did I know what was in store for me. I came to Texas and fell in love with the most beautiful, sweet woman. I kinda feel like that movie Stella Got Her Groove Back. Oh yes I did and I love the feeling. So anyways was suppose to stay for a week and ended up staying 2 weeks until I decided to move down here... When I say in love I mean in love I can't even be mad at her she smiles and light up my whole world and it was so many sign to let me know that I made the right decision. But Texas life is a great blessing. But ttyl gotta spend time with my baby I will try to keep u guys updated.. and now years from now. Below are pics of me and my beautiful baby.
God Bless

Venting Time

Wow there is so much that I have to get off my mind and I don't know where to start but here goes nothing.
Well first in the month of June my favorite  uncle Sikeith passed away and I miss him so much... I never thought in my life that he would be the one that goes and I till can;t get over it.. But I know that he is in a better place tight now.

Second the people that have left my life lioke my older brother, grandmother,and lil cousin is still a  shocker to me and I cant find a way to get the thoughts that i have out of my head. I cry every day because of how much  I miss the people in my life and it hurts so much.. but there is more to come.. ik